I'm a loner, Dottie. A rebel.

I think I'm a two-major-things-at-once kind of person. Like, I can have a job and school, or school and a sport, or a job and a sport, or a job and a hobby, and so on. I don't have enough time or energy to have a job and to go to school and to take martial arts classes or something. Maybe I could, once I find a job in the first place and see how much time it takes up. I don't know. I'm tired of waiting to see what happens; it feels like I've been waiting forever. Maybe I should just start doing everything at once and see what shakes out, instead of not doing anything.

I also keep thinking about what I should do next semester, which is dumb because I haven't been here long enough to devise an opinion. My sort-of biggest thought right now is to gather lots of useful information here and then to go back to GSU in the fall with 12 hours and find a better paying job and stay moved out. Or I could come back here in the fall and then stay through the next summer working. Or I could school here, summer at home. Or I could go back to exactly what I was doing, which seems dumb because I was trying to switch things around for a reason.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that there are too many darn choices. I want to work, I want to school, I want to be somewhere that I feel comfortable. That's what I know.